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Sometimes i feel what do i write here for a very simple reason.."if i have a space in me to write everything, then why.. cant i write it in there..?? yup.. its time to be confused again... ;).

I have been so much writing inside, now i feel may be its time for me to share.. in Niki's words.."it'll erupt one fine day, a volcano", it was just the time when many started making sense to me... it would indeed be an outburst of endless pain when you have so much to say and no one to listen.. what good is an experience unshared, what good is a language unspoken and what good is an education if it cant teach...

Linkin park played

"I kept everything inside
And even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be
A memory of a time...."

Ow.. where did this come from.. it does make sense to me... why wouldn't it..i have tried this it did not work for me either..it comes out at some point, some way or the other... Thanks to the listeners (p.s. i don't have to name them).. if not for them to hear me out.. i would be aeyaaaa...

Then Linkin played:

"Discomfort, endlessly has pulled
Itself upon me distracting, reacting
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
It's haunting how I can't seem"

This is what i was a couple of months..hmmmm yrs ago... but yes as one said..work endlessly to help your self and then you need to love your self to love others and then do good to you and you will do it to others.. "it all comes back to me in the end"...unless you see your self the way you want to be, you can never be the person what you want to be...

Apache rapped:

"Me say you're running and you're running and you're running away
but from yourself you know you cant hide"

True.. you may run everywhere but from whom, you can never hide from yourself and when you face that "U", would realize what you wanted to be and what you have become..but then there is no looking back...

Metallica Rocked everyone with these marvelous lines:

So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
and nothing else matters

Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
and nothing else matters

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
and nothing else matters

Its all wonderful when you look at it with a free mind..that's when it all makes sense only when you express, share and believe that the other one is your ear... it is just as good as writing within with more space..like 2 hard drives instead of one... ;)

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As people, we have an innate need to be understood, to be heard, to be appreciated. At the same time, it's easy to clam up and think, 'why share my thoughts with other people?'. They may not understand, or they might take it the wrong way, or worse - they might ridicule what you have to say.. It's that kind of over-thinking that results in keeping things bottled up. Thoughts, feelings kept inside with no outlet will one day result, as Niki rightly said, in a volcano, or an explosion.

How to prevent that? Well, having someone who will listen to you is obviously the best, but there's always other ways to express yourself. Writing, whether it's poetry or prose, or just about any other hobby, helps a little. What's important is paying attention to yourself and expressing what's in your mind. :)

Whatever may have happened in the past, it's best to treat it as a learning experience and focus on the present. :)

PS: The lyrics totally distracted me from the rest of the post.. 'In the End' and 'Nothing else matters' are two of my favourite songs. I had to open up winamp and play them then and there. :)


thats the point.. it gets you thinking...

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